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Monday, November 30, 2009

Screwed...

Once again... screwed it up. Lolz. That doesn't sound nice to start a post but who cares. I am so like P-I-S-S-E-D O-F-F with myself. Made so many fatal errors I can't believe I didn't learn. Let's list it =)

1. Never ever call people one day before the event (Derek obviously did not do so)

* Wasted 200 over smses. Sighs

2. Never plan something with someone the class hates...

*Hints hints* -

BUT, nothing offensive really...

3. Don't do anything EXTRA or EXTRAORDINARY.

-Cause the shock simply kills... Yeah

I know you guys want more but seriously, I'm too pissed to say anymore

Now... Yep! I want to go and play maple again! MuAhAhAhAhAhAhA Syamil! I so epicly pwned you already =). 3 levels above you! I am so going to cheong again and make sure you cant overtake me.

Oh yeah, I just realised Joey plays maple too. *Cheesy popcorn =)

Never really realised. Too busy with cg recently... In the end its all wasted. Well, I guess not everyone's sad that is what happened. Couple of whoops in the crowd when people heard no one turned up. Left me STANDING UNDER THE SUN for an hour. Lols.

(Lucky I had my PSP with FIFA 10)

ROCKS!!!

Lol... anyway, going to have dinner soon... Not hungry yet though. Snacked too much I guess =)

Chow people XD

9:24 AM

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A CG down the road

Pissed off? Disappointed? Lost of hope? Giving it up? I don't really know. CG is bound in just half an hour and I am supposed to leave the house soon. Just in case you guys don't know, CG is actually class gathering, which is organised after we graduate to bring back the class together once in a while. Well, sad to say our CGs never come really good except the first one, which was organised by Brenda. I guess girls do have a better influence over boys. Maybe I should consider contacting her about next CG.

Though I shouldn't exactly keep my hopes too high. She doesn't exactly like Derek. That may be an understatement but I think you guys get the general idea. I just got back on with her anyway, as friends, though I could still feel a sense of total disappointment in her message. I don't know how to reply when she asked me not to change so much again, all I did was sent back a curt, "Ok". Frankly, I guess she's just blaming me for breaking up with YY. But what's the point of staying together?

I have been hurt by her countless times that I just totally gave up in this relationship. It reduced me to nothing more than a coward who could only love in silence. How different it was from the past me where I was once full of confidence regarding love? I don't really know it myself.

I don't really wish to say anything more. I messaged "her" on whether she was coming to CG, but she didn't reply me. I was really hoping to see her as it has been months since I last saw her. *The "her" here isn't YY*

I can't believe I used to have the courage to go home with her after CCA but ever since my CCA has been extended to longer hours, I can't bear to let her wait so I just stop messaging her. Well, it became mutual and she stopped too. I guess that was where we just stop contacting each other until now...

That's enough for now. CG in 20 minutes. Got to leave the house now. But frankly, I don't expect more than five to turn up. Let's see and I will try to get back to you today.

11:36 AM

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Friday, November 27, 2009

Cut off from the past

I don't really know why. But if any of you noticed, I have changed my blog address and changed the layout and stuff. I don't really know why I did it, but somehow I was more used to no one knowing about my blog. So, back to the usual stuff.

Last week, I watched the movie 2012. It was seriously very touching and it nearly reduced me to tears, but I managed to hold on to it. It was really sad to see families after families dying and after the show I saw many tissue papers littered on the ground. I guess everyone in the cinema felt the same way as I did. I suddenly realised how everything we once knew and loved could be taken away in a flash. It sparked me off to want to tell the girl how much I actually like her.

But yesterday night, something stopped me. I was reading this book titled Ex-Files. It was a book for those who were dumped and I don't know what was it doing in my room. Well, I read the entire book in one night and I suddenly realised loving someone does not need me to go and tell. Silent love is also truly beautiful and what matters more is for her to be happy. I guess its all that matters.

Well, yesterday was the day the PSLE results were released and I can't help but say I am a little disappointed. Highest was a boy and a girl, aggregate of 265. I wasn't trying to show off, but I always felt that as long as you put in you best, you are bound to be rewarded. To add it on, the teachers in my primary school were wonderful teachers and they have taught me very well. I hope that next year the P6s will work harder!

I guess my holidays are ending soon. Not literally of course. I always set my holidays to end in November and in December, I would start my tuition and also start revising what would be taught next year. Unfortunately, I don't really know what was going to be taught next year. The thing about Hwa Chong is that they pick selective topics to teach. So yep, I am lost.

Ok, don't really want to say any more. Just quarreled with my mum over some stupid stuff. I told her I had activities after Christmas long ago and now she comes accusing me I didn't do so. Forget it, it's always like that. Cyaz

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Sunday, November 1, 2009

Woots...

Woots... Its been really long since I made a blog posting. Well, first and foremost a sincere apology I guess since I have been really busy playing. Well, that's really natural right? After slogging like hell for the past month its definitely time to relax and have fun. To add it on, the holidays are here and I can really play till I drop.

Well, I got my results back and I can indefinitely say that I am extremely pleased. Here are the results...

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Language Arts: |A1|

Lower Secondary Science: |A1|

Integrated Humanities: |A1|

Integrated Mathematics: |A1|

Higher Chinese: |A1|

Infocomm Studies: |A1|

Overall MSG for EOYs -------> 1.00

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So, there you are. My results for my EOYs! They are really great right? Straight A1s. Proud I am of my results and I hope to achieve such results again in the following year. It is definitely not easy I must say but I will strive hard for it!

Ok, now I really cant find anything much to blog about since all in my mind is games, games and more games! Ok guys, remember to play mousehunt. That is all. BYE!!!

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